I Was Looking for Them

I watched them.

I waited.

I wasn’t looking for perfect poses.

I was looking for them.

We had been walking along Yorkeys Knob Beach for just a few minutes. Matteo wasn’t only one of the people in front of my camera.

He was also a professional photographer.

As I watched them, I remembered the day I first met Matteo at Rusty’s Market.

I met Matteo at Rusty’s Market.
He had come looking for a job as a barista, at the same place where I had already been working for more than a year. During his first few days, I was the person helping him settle in.

That’s how our friendship began.

Not long after, I met Cristina. They had only just started dating.

For a while, they left Australia. Even with the distance, we never lost touch.

When they came back, during one of our catch-ups, I asked if they would like to do a photoshoot with me.

They said yes without thinking twice.

Then I asked if they already had a place in mind.

The answer came straight away.

Yorkeys Knob.

I wasn’t surprised.

I knew how important that place was to them.

Our first attempt didn’t go as I had imagined.

The sun came out too late, and we didn’t have much time before sunset.

So, a little disappointed, we left the beach with the promise that we would try again.

A few days later, we met again, this time directly at Yorkeys Knob Beach.

We arrived almost at the same time. I picked up my camera and looked around.

The sky was perfect.

So was the time we had.

“Let’s go,” I thought.

Without knowing what was about to happen.

Cristina looks towards the camera while Matteo walks behind her at Yorkeys Knob Beach, Queensland, Australia.

I walked with them.

I let them decide where to go, how to move, and what to do.

Rather than directing the photoshoot, I simply watched what naturally unfolded between them.

Cristina showing something in her hand to Matteo during a couple photoshoot at Yorkeys Knob Beach, Queensland, Australia.

I wanted to understand the way they were together before I photographed it.

Only after a little trust had grown between us did I start suggesting a few ideas.

I didn’t tell them what to do.

I suggested.

And at the same time, they suggested ideas to me.

Cristina and Matteo running together on the sand during a couple photoshoot at Yorkeys Knob Beach, Queensland, Australia.

From that moment on, it became a constant exchange.

Cristina and Matteo sharing a playful moment on Yorkeys Knob Beach during a couple portrait session.

Looking back, I think it was an experiment for all three of us.

Cristina and Matteo spinning together during a couple photoshoot at Yorkeys Knob Beach, Queensland, Australia.

I was photographing a professional photographer. It was a challenge.

And I’ve always liked challenges.

I knew I would have to wait for the right moment.

After all, it was something I had already learned while photographing in completely different situations.

All I had to do was watch.

Cristina and Matteo holding hands while walking along Yorkeys Knob Beach, Queensland, Australia.

And wait.

Close-up of Cristina and Matteo's hands during a couple photoshoot at Yorkeys Knob Beach, Queensland, Australia.

But every time I managed to capture one of those moments, I felt an enormous sense of satisfaction.

Black and white portrait of Cristina and Matteo kissing during a couple photoshoot at Yorkeys Knob Beach, Queensland, Australia.

The Greatest Gift

The following week, Cristina invited me to Matteo’s birthday.

I knew it would be a simple and intimate evening.

I arrived a few minutes late.

As soon as I walked in, Matteo said:

“Look at your photos.”

I turned around.

They were there.

Resting on a chest of drawers.

Inside picture frames.

I stood still.

My first thought was:

“Are they really mine?”

Instinctively, I put my hand over my mouth.

My eyes kept moving from one frame to another, almost looking for confirmation.

A tear rolled down my face.

Until that moment, I had only ever seen my photographs on a computer screen.

This was different.

They had become part of their home.

They had become part of their lives.

The most beautiful part was that I hadn’t even chosen which photographs to print.

Cristina wanted to surprise Matteo and, because I was completely absorbed in work at the time, I had simply given her all the photographs on a USB drive.

She was the one who chose the images.

Had them printed.

Had them framed.

Until then, I had always looked at my photographs through the eyes of the photographer.

That evening, for the first time, I looked at them through the eyes of the people who had received them.

And I finally understood what a photograph can become.

Their Experience

After they received their photographs, Matteo and Cristina sent me these messages. I’ll let their words speak for themselves.

Matteo

WhatsApp message from Matteo sharing his experience after our photo session.

I first met Floriana while we were working together during my very first experience in a bar in Australia.

From the very beginning, I was struck by her creativity, her sensitivity, and her smile — qualities that make her a truly special person even before being a photographer.

As a photographer myself, this time I found myself on the other side of the camera, together with my girlfriend, for a beach photoshoot.

I can honestly say that our expectations were not only met — they were far exceeded.

Her photographs captured much more than simple images.

They captured emotions, spontaneity, and genuine memories.

Every time we look at them, we truly feel as if we are back in that place, reliving those moments.

A huge thank you to Floriana, not only for her talent, but above all for the wonderful person she is. ❤️

Cristina

WhatsApp message from Cristina describing her experience during our photo session.

There are people who take photographs, and there are people who capture emotions.

Flo belongs to the second group.

It was my first time in front of a camera, and I was afraid I would feel awkward.

Instead, with a rare kindness and gentleness, Flo made us forget we were being photographed.

It was just us, the sea, the wind, and our love.

When we saw the photographs, we realized she hadn’t simply captured our smiles.

She had captured who we are.

Every image brings us back to exactly how we felt in that moment.

It is a gift to turn a single moment into a memory that will keep making your heart beat faster for years to come.

Thank you for giving us something that goes far beyond beautiful photographs. ❤️

Two women smiling and hugging at a table during a joyful reunion
We always laughed like this.

Out of nowhere

Last night, something unexpected happened.

Something strange — one of those things you can’t really explain.

It all started with a comment on Facebook,
under a post in a group.

A group where, by the way,
it would have been almost impossible for her to be.

She was looking for a place —
but in Turkey, not here in Australia.

And in the middle of all this…
my message appeared,
the one where I was looking for a room
on in a group called “Cairns Community.

That’s how she saw me
and thought about writing to me.

At first, when I saw her like on my post,
I thought it might be a scam.

Like… someone had somehow gotten into my mind,
knowing that I still thought about her sometimes,
created a fake profile
and liked my post.

I actually laughed at the thought.

Then I thought:
“you like my post but don’t even write anything?”

After seven years,
at least say a something.

For her too, it felt strange.
So strange that she hesitated.

“This is too weird… maybe I should text her.”
Then she changed her mind.
Then went back… and wrote anyway.

The funny thing is that I also,
when I saw her name,
didn’t know whether to text her or not.

And when I finally decide to do it,
I opened Messenger…

and I realized she had already written to me.

Two messages.

I hadn’t received any notification.
And I probably never would have.

Because we weren’t friends.

And I would have never found out
if I hadn’t opened that chat,
right in that moment.


We started texting,
messages, voice notes… one after the other.

As if there was so much to say,
all at once.

And at the same time,
we were laughing like crazy
at how absurd all of this was.

Then at some point,
we decided to have a video call.

And that changed everything.

I let my hair down,
and showed her my white hair.

It was like saying:
This is me now.


It was one of those friendships you don’t forget
because it was strong.

And the ending was just as strong —
sudden, hard.

At the time, I didn’t understand it.
And maybe I still don’t.

For her, though, the reason was clear.
She thought I hadn’t understood the real problem.

I thought about her many times over the years.

But for one reason or another —
or maybe for no reason at all —
our friendship had come to an end.


I was also doing the math.

She came to live with me in 2019.
Now it’s 2026.

Seven years.

It’s a cycle.


A lot of time has passed,
and I’m not the same person anymore.

I’m not even sure I want to go back there.

I told her, while we were talking about the past,
that it doesn’t really matter to me.


What matters… is now.

It doesn’t matter where we are in the world.
Just knowing that this friendship existed
still brings a smile… and a laugh.

— her words

Jaye — The Story Behind the Experience

This space holds raw and honest images. Some contain artistic nudity. Enter with an open mind.

When we feel something deeply, we could follow it — even when we don’t know how.

If you feel disconnected, go back to nature.

She reminds you where you come from.

And where you belong.

I didn’t know what to expect, and part of me was afraid.
I didn’t know what I was doing — it was just an idea.

I had been in Australia for just over a year when I was struck by the richness of flora and fauna in this place: Cairns, Queensland.

Then the idea came: to find someone willing to be photographed in the middle of this untouched nature, and to see if — and how — the two beings would connect.

Woman immersed in dense forest vegetation, surrounded by greenery
Woman standing in forest with arms open, surrounded by trees and greenery

I had no doubt they would find each other…
but I wanted to be there, to witness that meeting.

One of the answers to this idea came “by chance” during my working hours at Rusty’s Market. It’s an open-air market, a place where people cross paths, where stories begin.

One day, a regular customer approached the bar. There was something in her eyes I couldn’t ignore

Close-up of a woman with a deep, focused gaze surrounded by nature
Close-up of woman with soft expression, focusing inward in a natural setting

As we got to know each other better, I asked her if she would like to be photographed — I had a project in mind.

I was excited because I had found someone, but I was also scared.
I was about to use a professional camera I barely knew how to handle.

But the truth is… it wasn’t just my first time.
It was hers too.

Woman walking through forest vegetation, moving forward among plants
Woman in forest with arms extended, expressing intense emotion

Neither of us had done anything like this before.
And maybe that’s exactly what made it so real.

There was no pressure, no expectations — just the desire to explore, to feel, to create something together.

We stepped into it side by side.

We first went to the Botanic Garden, and then to Goomboora Park — her idea.

Woman walking through shallow water in a natural forest environment
Woman sitting on tree roots, grounded in a natural forest environment

Through the images, and through what I felt while being there,
I witnessed something unfold:

the connection between Jaye and Mother Nature becoming more and more present, more and more alive.

But it wasn’t just about what I saw.

It was about what we experienced together.

It was a shared journey — something we entered without knowing where it would lead,
guided only by curiosity, trust, and a quiet sense of excitement.

Woman floating in water, partially submerged, surrounded by dark reflections
Close-up of woman with eyes closed, expressing calm and inner presence

That was the most beautiful gift I could receive.

It showed me that when we feel something deeply, we should follow it —
even when we don’t know how.

My gratitude for Jaye, for her presence and her openness,
is what made me want to give this experience a voice,
instead of leaving it silently stored on a hard drive.

My invitation is simple:when you feel disconnected, go back to nature —
she knows how to hold you.

Woman standing in water with arms open, embracing nature in a forest setting

“Action generates inspiration” — this phrase always helps me.

(I’ll tell you why later…)

Stopping in life is important — to take stock of where we are, or simply to be still.

But action is also part of the journey.

It reveals new parts of ourselves.

And every step contributes to building the pieces of our soul – slowly forming the picture — the one that feels right for us.

Woman at a bus stop at night holding a camera, street photography portrait.

What’s the story of this picture?

I left in the evening to test my new camera when I saw you.

I took a few shots.

We exchanged contacts and a few days later I sent you some messages.

One of those messages stayed with me:


As soon as I saw you — your style, your face — I felt the urge to ask if I could take a picture of you.
But I was afraid of your answer, and it seemed a bit crazy…

So I walked past you for a few meters.

Then I stopped.

I turned back towards you and thought,

“Should I ask her or not?”

I stood there for a moment.

FROZEN.

Then I told myself:

“Okay, at worst, she’ll say no — let’s try.”

Believe me, I was embarrassed and excited.

I love street photography, but I always struggle with the first approach.

And when you said “yes”, I was so happy.

You were my first.


“Action generates inspiration and Celeste was my inspiration.”

But the FIRST thing I asked her was:

“What’s your dream? What do you truly desire in this moment, because I believe sharing is part of who we are and can be a light for everyone”.
This was her answer:

I guess the only thing I can really think of right now is just that I’m trying to find where I really belong in life, literally and figuratively.

Her words stayed with me.

Because the truth is — she’s not alone.

Many of us are trying to find where we truly belong, both in the world and within ourselves.

In her desire, I saw my own.

That’s the beauty of sharing: it reminds us that we’re all connected, walking different paths toward the same feeling of “home.”

Wherever that may be — outside or deep within — I truly hope she finds it.

And maybe, in some way, we’re all helping each other get there.